If I were rain

If
If I
If I were
If I were Rain
I would pour down on the Shrubs
& Plants that have dried
Birds would sing, flowers bloom
& Trees grow fresh with new leaves & bear fruits
If I were Rain
If I
If
But I am.

This is me !!!!!!!

Being an Aquarian, unpredictability lies in my blood. I always have innumerable mood-swings in a day. I think I don’t want to be happy. I always scare from happiness. Whenever some good things come in my way, I speculate a different type of tension. May be that’s my life.