My Scary Dream World.....

Since my childhood, my dreams were always scary. I have been having all these disgusting dreams for as long as I can remember. Even at this age I get the nightmares of like being chased by Lion or a monkey. A blood hungry Lion run towards me like a hell until I get in my house and I hardly escape screaming out loud ‘Mumma’ at the midnight. Sometimes I am being eaten by Snakes in my nightmares and I wake up at night really sweaty. Often I have the dreams of death of my near and dear ones which always make me feel cry after waking up. In almost every dream I have, I can’t ever find a clean washroom. Reaching at the last moment in exams despite of my all efforts has made falling from my bed several times.

These nightmares are recurring as long as I can remember and seriously I get depress when someone blesses me’ May God fulfills all your dream’. :-))))))

Life in a Mess!!!!!

I have been writing exactly after 1 month. Thanks Preethilata for remembering me….

I have thought several times to post a new blog but the question was what I write? Should I write about my broken relationship in which I have taken back steps without uttering a single word? Or should I write about the loneliness of my life that Now I am again searching for someone one else in my life??

Yes, I am always failure in making relationship with someone to whom I like. This is not the first time I have thrown my feelings like garbage. Actually something is wrong with me. I can’t bear the boundations of any relationship. Just give me some space for breath.

Anyways, like a free bird I am again searching for a nest. Please for GOD sake don’t call me a flirty girl. I am longing for care, affection, friendliness. .That’s all. I am just searching a Pal in every stranger, a healthy relationship…… But I know others take it for granted……… No body understands the true meanings……