A Wave in my Life...........................

Yesterday. I got the news of sudden demise of one of our near and dear ones. This news has given a shock to my whole world. I have become more serious and practical in Last 24 hours. Love and desires have taken a back seat and emotions have come on first place. A feeling of insecurity is doing rounds in my mind.

I have realized these types of feelings many times in my life. I have been living the life in a usual way and suddenly heavy wave passes nearby me and it always change my perception towards life, my attitude towards others, my understanding and makes me more practical and calmer. I start thinking about others which I usually don’t.


But I know slowly and gradually, the effect of this wave will vanish and I will be back on my track....

Tagged!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!- 8 Facts about me.

Thanx Aarthi for tagging me.............

So, here's my eight random habits/Facts/Secrets.

1. Zero in Household Chores: People generally don’t believe when I tell them that I don’t know how to make a cup of coffee even. My mantra of the life is ‘Never do housework. No man ever loved a woman because the house is spotless’.
2. Totally Money Minded: You know when I was a kid, I have sold my sister’s photograph to one of her classmates (Actually he likes my sis) for Rs. 10/-. You can think how weird I can be????
3. Sorry, No calls please: I can’t understand how these girls can talk continuously on phones and especially during night. In my case, after half an hour, my ear and Cell phone dispenses fire. !!!!!!!!!
4. Soft corner for middle aged persons: Plz don’t think wrong. But it’s true. Always fascinated with the middle aged male like between the age group of 30-40. Uff………. What a habit……..
5. Chitchat with myself: I know it’s horrific but it’s true. I always chitchat with myself in the loo. Wow…….What’s a best place….. . Is'nt it?????
6. Opposite with my nick name: My nick name is ‘Cheeni’ means sugar. But neither m having a fair complexion nor speaks sugar coated words to anyone. I guess my nick name should be ‘Karela’. Hozzzz dat?????
7. My day starts and ends with: My day starts with selecting my dress for the same day and ends with selecting my shoes for the same day. No worries in life except Dresses and Shoes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

8. I can: Yes, can sleep more than 24 hours at a time. No intervals. Can one beat me for this??????????

Anyone, who is interested can tell her 8 random Facts/ habits. All are Great welcome!!!!!!!!!!!

What's the reason?????

Why I am not flying high
My dreams are not becoming practical
Why I’m far way from my expectation
My desires are not fulfilled.
I know there is a reason
But what is this reason????
Why I can’t see the sunlight anywhere.
No flower, no colour, no rainbow.
Why I want to close my eyes
Everything is shattering
Again, there is a reason
But what is the reason???
Why this situation is so longer
I can’t breath
Why there are dull faces everywhere
I can’t find a path anywhere
Yes, there is a reason
But what is the reason???