Alas!

I tried my best
But could not have it.
There was nothing like priceless
Infact It has a price
But my bad luck
I could not turn my dream into reality.

'I' Tag from Chakoli.

I am: Ofcourse Sandhya.:-)
I think: I should be at my Boss’s chair.
I know: Only how to make “Maggie’.
I want: There should be only 1 working day in a week.
I have: A nice circle of dancing divas.
I wish: I can fly.
I hate: People who spit on roads.
I miss: My Home when I am in office and vice-versa.
I fear: Of my nightmares.
I feel: Very alone at sometimes.
I hear: My parent’s nok-jhok everyday.
I smell: Perfumes.
I crave: For Someone.
I search: Sharekhan.com everday.
I wonder: Why my neighbor’s kids are not in Zoo.
I regret: After cut my hair.
I love: Shopping
I ache: Whenever I have to walk for a long time.
I am not: A kid mumma. (Mostly used sentence)
I believe: Whatever happens,happens for the best.
I dance: Everyday in my dance class.
I sing: When I dance.
I cry: While watching movies.
I don’t always: believe what other say.
I fight: With my younger sis.
I write: Mostly with pencil.
I win: the battle only with my younger sis.
I lose: the bet always.
I never: drink Tea and Coffee.
I always: Want to be slim and trim.
I confuse: only others.
I listen: To music while sleeping.
I can usually be found: Sleeping at my home.
I am scared: Of Lizards.
I need: A new dress on every occasion.
I am happy: That I don’t have a boyfriend.
I imagine: Myself as a Ramp-Model.
I Tag: Aarthi.

Magic of the Books

My Exams are approaching and books are in Hand. The moment I open the book, feel like sleeping. Now, I can understand why the students don’t suffer with insomnia :-). I only study whenever I have an intuition that my mother can ask me to help her in kitchen and as soon as her kitchen work completes my study for the day is also complete. The most hilarious is that my sister has taken official leave from her office for assisting me in studies and I am still coming to the office.

This weekend I’m planning to visit my nani’s home and I hardy get a sleep over there. So, I have packed my books for the weekend too:-).

PASSWORD :-(

OMG! I am fed up with remembering user id and passwords of g-mail, Rediffmail, Yahoo, SAP Ids, System’s Password, Orkut, PVR Booking user id and passwords, Naukri.com user id and password, Net banking’s id and password, Demat account ids and passwords, ATMs password, Credit Card’s pin no and passoword, Matrimonial’s user id and password and most irony is that some of the ids require changing in the password in every 15 days and some userids are like PS15QXY. They are so hard to remember.

Last time, I was booking tickets in PVR and I could not recollect my password and when i got the passoword, all the tickets were sold and the same happened when I could not log in into my D-mat account and after 3 trials my password was locked. The Poor girl has to wait for another 2 days to activate the same and this is not enough I always forget my SAP ids’s passwords due to 3-4 consecutive holidays and after the holidays, when its time to get back to work, I always fill the password on the basis of hit and trial method.
But when I have found solution of this problem, I have made a file in my PC and to protect it from Peeping Toms, File was again asking for the PASSWORD :-Q

Tagged.. 30 Questions....

Seems like Exam days are back..........
first write why you Blog and then 30Q Tag....... Oh My GOD.........
Jokes apart..
Chakoli has tagged me. So, here is my answers....

1) LAST MOVIE U SAW IN A THEATRE?
Krazy 4……………
2) WHAT BOOK ARE U READING??
Eleven minutes…….
3) FAVOURITE BOARD GAME?
To send SMS in a contest and then follow up the rules.
4) FAVOURITE MAGAZINE?
I read the magazine by seeing the cover page:-D
5) FAVOURITE SMELLS?
Heena
AXE EFFECT.
Popcorn’s in Theatre.
New Paint at Home.
6)FAVOURITE SOUNDS?
Sounds which comes from Mosque in the evening. ( Allah Akbar)
Love the sound of Aarti’s in Temple.
7) WORST FEELING IN THE WORLD?
When somebody dance better than me.
8) WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU THINK OF WHEN U WAKE?
First thing I do watch my Clock to ensure its 7.20 A.M. I can’t wake up early.
9) FAVOURITE FASTFOOD PLACE?
Vedas in C.P
10) FUTURE CHILDS NAME?
Jasmine for Girl and for boy…….. would leave it on my would be….
11) FINISH THIS STATEMENT---'IF I HAD A LOT OF MONEY I'D'
Would leave my job first.
Buy a Bunglow in Parliament Street, C.P
Would organize Fashion Show with Indian designers like Rocky S , Sabyasachi Mukherjee in Lakme Fashion India, Delhi & Mumbai and do the modeling.
12) DO U DRIVE FAST?
Never…………………..
13)DO U SLEEP WITH A STUFFED ANIMAL?
My mother has given me a warning that either pet or I can live in my home.
14)STORMS--COOL OR SCARY?
Always Scary.
15)WHAT WAS YOUR FIRST CAR?
Swift.
16) FAVOURITE DRINK?
Lemon Soda by Pizza Hut.
17)FINISH THIS STATEMENT-IF I HAD THE TIME I WOULD...
Devote it in fulfilling my Hobbies.
18)DO YOU EAT THE STEMS ON BROCCOLI?
Na.
19)IF YOU COULD DYE YOUR HAIR ANY OTHER COLOUR, WHAT WOULD BE YOUR CHOICE?
Will leave it on Loreal's Hair Dresser.
20)NAME ALL THE DIFFERENT CITIES/TOWNS U HAVE LIVED IN?
Faridabad, Delhi, Jaipur, Chandigarh, Hyderbad, Gurgaon,
21) FAVOURITE SPORTS TO WATCH?
No one……..
22)ONE NICE THING ABOUT THE PERSON WHO SENT THIS TO YOU?
As her name is vry sweet, the same way her blogs. Seems to be vry Bindaas….
23)WHATS UNDER YOUR BED?
Y u r asking?
24)WOULD U LIKE TO BE BORN AS YOURSELF AGAIN??
Frankly speaking------------- No.
25)MORNING PERSON OR NIGHT OWL?
Morning Person.
26)OVER EASY OR SUNNY SIDE UP?
Both.
27) FAVOURITE PLACE TO RELAX?
Home…..
28)FAVOURITE PIE?
No extra Calaories Plz……
29)FAVOURITE ICECREAM FLAVOUR?
I don’t have sweet tooth…
30)OF ALL THE PEOPLE U HAVE TAGGED, WHO IS THE MOST LIKELY TO RESPOND FIRST?
No Guess.....................
and i would like to Tag:-
Curious
Aarthi
Raaji
Ira
Jaggu
Compassion Unlimited
Hope I have earned passing marks.:-)

10 Reasons why I Blog..

I have been tagged by Jaggu to define 10 Reasons why I Blog.....
Here are my 10.

1. Here only brain rules.
2. Can rant about anything from your family drama to your office life.
3. A nice platform to know different people of different country.
4. You may get nice suggestions/information about any topic.
5. Heard that you may also earn with your blogs but I have not earned a single penny yet. Hope, in future I would earn a million bucks. :-)
6. You may get a lot of unseen friends with whom you can share your every problem.
7. You can keep yourself busy in your spare time
8. If you blog, forget about hiding your personal diary from devil’s eye. Now, No diary, No tension. :-)
9. Now, facility of astrologers is also available on Blog. Like Chakoli can speak about your personality after knowing your caller tune. Right, Chakoli:-)
10. There are lots of blogger to whom you can get bundles of inspiration like Art Blog of Curious.

Eveybody is welcome to take up this Tag......

Men and somthg good about them

Chakoli has asked me to write the good things about men. So, Chakoli Here is my 10.
* Your Punctuality to be on time while picking me up from my home.
*Sometimes sending a mail to praise me rather than saying it in front of me.
*How patiently you wait for me whenever I am late. I know I always take extra time and hats off to your patience when you wait for me outside the trial room.
*How easily you can find anything new I have wore.
*I know you don’t know anything about Palmalogy but still how firmly you predict about myself.
*Asking for another 2 minutes when its time to say goodbye. God knows what will you get in another 2 minutes.
*When you say ‘As your wish, Sarkar’ when I say to put down the phone.
*Your tendency to always keep me first while entering in a lift or a place.
*Your late night message to thanks for making your day.
*Manytimes your expertness of hiding the jealously towards my male friends.

Samosa with a Difference...

Yesterday at a Stop, while coming back to Home, I saw a Beggar eating breads filling with Samosa. OMG My mouth was watering to see this. It was so tempting and believes me, for a second I was just planning to snatch it. (What can I do while coming back from Office, I feel too famished. Don’t you?). Now I wanted to have it by hook or by crook. So, I called my mother to arrange it anyhow till the time I reach to home. My mother knows all such my habits that I must have seen somebody to have this Bread Samosa. At home, while I was busy in tasting this, my mother asked ‘Aaj yeh bread samosa kisne yaad dilaya?’ and I was simply smiling……………….

I hate Summers:-(

As the summer has approached in Delhi, temperature in office is like we are sitting in a refrigerator and outside its hot like hell. To switch off the AC is something like I have committed a crime in the office and I have used all the tricks to cover up all the holes but all in vain. I hardly can adjust in this high and low temperature. In every half an hour I have to go on the terrace for warm up n in a fraction of second I come inside the building to get chilled and this in n out walk continues till the time I am there in my office. After leaving the office, I have to go for my dance class and again get sweaty. OMG I am fed up with summers and when its time to take rest and get relaxed at my home, now it’s the time for Power Cut :-(

My Scary Dream World.....

Since my childhood, my dreams were always scary. I have been having all these disgusting dreams for as long as I can remember. Even at this age I get the nightmares of like being chased by Lion or a monkey. A blood hungry Lion run towards me like a hell until I get in my house and I hardly escape screaming out loud ‘Mumma’ at the midnight. Sometimes I am being eaten by Snakes in my nightmares and I wake up at night really sweaty. Often I have the dreams of death of my near and dear ones which always make me feel cry after waking up. In almost every dream I have, I can’t ever find a clean washroom. Reaching at the last moment in exams despite of my all efforts has made falling from my bed several times.

These nightmares are recurring as long as I can remember and seriously I get depress when someone blesses me’ May God fulfills all your dream’. :-))))))

Life in a Mess!!!!!

I have been writing exactly after 1 month. Thanks Preethilata for remembering me….

I have thought several times to post a new blog but the question was what I write? Should I write about my broken relationship in which I have taken back steps without uttering a single word? Or should I write about the loneliness of my life that Now I am again searching for someone one else in my life??

Yes, I am always failure in making relationship with someone to whom I like. This is not the first time I have thrown my feelings like garbage. Actually something is wrong with me. I can’t bear the boundations of any relationship. Just give me some space for breath.

Anyways, like a free bird I am again searching for a nest. Please for GOD sake don’t call me a flirty girl. I am longing for care, affection, friendliness. .That’s all. I am just searching a Pal in every stranger, a healthy relationship…… But I know others take it for granted……… No body understands the true meanings……

Something new in Life.....

Life has been changed from last couple of days. It seems to live now. I count a smidgen of every second.
Day starts in getting his one glimpse and ends in the waiting for the next day.

Nicely dress up, try to be in office before timings, waiting for HIM to reach in office and when he comes enact HIM to show that I am the busiest person on the earth, wait for HIM over the Lunch so that I can get more about HIM, and visit to his friend again and again with my problems (even I don’t what’s the problem?) as he sits nearby HIM, attend every office party just to be friendly with HIM, to leave the office at the same time so that we can go in same lift atlesast. Even this is not enough, now days holidays are hell to me. I just want to spend as much as time in office. After leaving the office, I always try to find out the ways to speak with HIM. I have found new symptoms in me also- smiling at all the time, to see myself in the mirror in every 10 minutes to check my lipstick, spray a tonne of perfume everyday. I don’t know what’s happening with me. Is it ….????